March 2011
1 post
indians with marijuana
imagine what indian culture would have been like if they were smoking weed, its an interesting thought i had the other day and unfortunately the more i think about it the more i cant picture what it would be like. Indians were already pretty psychadelic as it is.
theres a lot of movies out there i never watched, kinda makes me sad that i havent seen something everyone else enjoys so much.
I...
January 2011
4 posts
i guess i just have that look
I got arrested on new years eve for misdameanor marijuana possession, as far as cops go they were all right except they checked me very thoroughly and asked me several times if i was a dealer. To which i continuely replied “no, just an occasion recreational user” but i guess i just have that look…that aint a good thing…guhhh i gotta trim my beard. Anyway i wont get any...
December 2010
11 posts
November 2010
25 posts
5 tags
2 depressions & lsd
I love listening to kid cudi, always gets me thinking! I’m at work writing this but I got to get it on here or i’ll forget! I don’t think a song has ever struck me quite like kid cudis’ “soundtrack 2 my life” when he says “I’ve got some issues that no body can see” I hear that and just go insane cause I always have things going through my head!...
im trying to change...
i just need more time and civil talk
someone said to me the other day
sex is the closest thing in life that will give you that much pleasure without taking drugs, and i was like damm…hes right! interesting how life works :O
best friend finally contacts me
and first thing he wants to talk about is lets play video games together :/
not exactly my idea of an awesome time but if i can hangout with him then its worth it. Its funny to me how afraid people are of drugs, but when something like love or video games which can be just as addicting and even more expensive come into the mix…nothing to fear!
I hope they understand..
nightowlabe:
that I really understand that they don’t understand..
last night
something changed, it just clicked. I’m not sure how to describe it but i feel that i’ve been confused about a lot of things going on and now everything is…more appreciated. I’m not exactly sure why or how this happened but I am pretty sure i know why, I love to talk and last night i had the most therupuetic talk with eva. It helped so much, i hope things get better, i...
Hopeless
I feel like no matter what I do i’m a shitty person, everywhere I go people are unhappy. I’m trying to bring positivity into peoples lives but im just failing more and more. I dont make people feel secure and I dont make people happy. I hope I figure out how to do those things cause the I feel right now is like theres no other way to go but down and I guess I wouldnt mind that as long...
October 2010
46 posts
It had to be you
It had to be you that I found so long ago,
Had to be you that im never gonna be away from.
This is the rest of my life…
The decisions you make early in life have a profound effect in the rest of your life dont underestimate them cause they will change your life and theres nothing you can do to change that. This is funny to me cause I wrote this like its some great epiphany to me but I...
Some days
I just feel like a big dissapointment, a lot of the time its cause of the way people talk to me. Its a bad thing but thats usually how I judge my self, is the way people talk to me. I guess thats why I try to express my self as best I can because thats how people know how you feel! If your having a bad day or you dont like a particular person how do you talk to them? You have a shitty attitude...
